A bit of something that i'll never say...

Let's see, how can i explain something like this? so heavy, so sad, so confused, so painful?
How can i say to you everything without cause you some pain? If all this represent a huge lie... a lie that is supposed i wasn't going to feel, actually i always hoped to have nothing to tell you, and now that i suspect that i have something, don't know how say it to you. Has become almost untenable...
Some kind of way, seems to me impossible that will be that way, without suffering. Maybe is too much for you or much for me, but was not my intention put so much of my part to make all this worse.

Anyway, sooner or later, you will know.




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